I’ve had My Little Pony FIM on the brain for a while now. Even before I found the POP Pony at the store. That was just a coincidence.

Since this platform is a little friendlier than livejournal here is an entry I had been working on for a while, but kept getting erased.

I was thinking about the Cutie Mark Crusaders and how much I like them. I feel like them. I really don’t know what I’m good at. I just really want to be good at something. A usable skill. Not like my cookie tasting skills because honestly how is that really a skill? I want to do something fun and interesting. I really hope my secret hobby will be the thing to help. Honestly I really want it to be my “cutie mark”. I need to find my innate skill. They are sort of my “find yourself” mascots.

Apple Bloom is good at carpentry, but she doesn’t know it yet. Scootaloo is good at riding a scooter, and Sweetie Belle is good at singing.

My family seems to be worried about me. I’m 31 years old; have very little job experience, haven’t finished college and I don’t know what I’m good at. (yet)

I’m not sure what I’m good at and, only a few people see what I am good at. I’d say about 3 people. Somebody I met online (don’t worry it’s not creepy or anything), my former speech professor and my dead friend. There might be more people, but those were the first ones that came to mind.

I’ll end this entry with a line from my favorite Garbage song off the album “Bleed Like Me” the song “Run Baby Run”. “Find out who you are before you regret it, Because life’s so short there’s no time to waste it”.