I had this strange dream in the morning about ocean waves. The waves were crashing into the street, but I felt more of a sense of calmness than danger.
My computer has been acting up again the CPU is like at 100 and it won’t go down no matter what I do. It keeps freezing up. This is what started to happen when my last one was on its last legs.
I hate not being able to drive my mom just rushes me all over, and then gets mad when I forget things.
I had to go to the school to buy my ticket to see the play. I would not have minded too much except I had broken headphones. They broke right when I got on the bus, and I knew I was going to have a fun bus ride to the school and a wonderful day! I’m surprised those things lasted that long. Headphones usually don’t last me a year. I have to say Rockapella music sounds like total crap on broken headphones.
I had to wait at the school for about an hour for the box office to open up. I could have gone to find a department head I need to find if my mom hadn’t rushed me. All I hoped for was that my headphones would not crap out on me.
The teacher was right the box office was horrible! That was not even a day the show was being held! I can see my teacher approaching in the reflection of the window and I’m thinkin’ “Oh crap!” Plus she is not all that quiet I can usually hear her. Is that a thing among them (actors) who can be the loudest? If you don’t want to live up to your stereotypes then try to break them. I think many actors would make horrible gangsters. So she saw me buying something at the school box office. I’m not sure if that accounts for anything though. Whateves I’m spent mentally. After all I went through to get this ticket it better be the best FUCKING play in the history of the universe. I was so pissed. I was tempted to go to the convenience store and buy some rum. I really needed it. (but I didn’t)
My mom is mad at me because I keep having to go around and do things for this class. She doesn’t even know about the scene rehearsals yet. She is so going to be pissed about that!
I can’t wait to be over with this class and everybody’s nonsense! >o<
My mom wants me to play Powerball, and whatever we won we would split the jackpot. I stopped because I felt I was wasting $2 twice a week and that money I was wasting could be saved to go to that hobbyist education program. Which in my eyes will provide a better grasp on what I’m trying to learn compared to this joke of a theater class. My mom didn’t believe me that it would cost $5000-$8000 to go to (I mentioned the name of the state the program was being held in). The cost of the program itself is $1000. But room and food is included. And what is a vacation without buying yourself a spiffy new outfit? Which I figure will set me back at least $500. I can’t wear just anything. I want something with all the bells and whistles. Plus whatever I find locally for cheap. I miscalculated it seems to be closer to $3000. It’s still $3000 I don’t have!