I was thinking about why having not finishing college bothers me so much. I felt like all my self worth was wrapped up in college. I had a lot of pride back then and I didn’t want anybody to know I got kicked out of the university. That’s why when I kept getting rejected to go back to college in the early 2010s I would get so upset and cry so hard. It made me feel like I was a failure. That if I wasn’t even progressing or anything that I was doomed to be a failure! I would just freak out.

That was the problem I remember nothing from that lecture. Nothing except the “GO TO COLLEGE OR YOUR LIFE WILL SUCK!” rant. I have no idea what to write for my study guide. Oh well I’ll just try to wing it. Actually that is more of a performer/acting term.