I went looking for clothes at the mall, and I can’t find anything! Either the clothes were not in my size, made out of a bad fabric (too thin or 100% polyester), or nothing I would want to wear. I thought there’d be some better clothes out there. You know some good 90sish revival stuff or something. Nothing!

Then I thought about that Jewel song “Who Will Save Your Soul” and the opening lyrics “People living their lives for you on T.V.
They say they’re better than you and you agree” well just substitute the word “tv” with “internet”. I was thinking about how people try look all stylish in their blogs and stuff.

Then I started to have that fear plague me. The “I’m in my 30s so I should be dressing like somebody in that age range” fear. I think this is one of the ways I trick people, well not purposely. I dress like I’m young. It’s not that I go around telling people I’m over 30. I told my mom I don’t want to be a 40 year old lady in a Sailor Moon shirt. After I thought about it I probably will. ideally when I’m 40 I should wear scarves and chokers to hide all the neck wrinkles, grown up clothes and some sensible flats. I need to wear flats because of my ankle problems. Why did I take fashion advice from her?! My mom dresses horribly! XoX

I guess I’m going to have to get my clothes online. Brick and mortar stores are dead.