The mistakenly erased DVD was the last straw! If I had a job and was earning money I could have paid to get the dubber looked at or even got some kind of replacement. I still have to assess the damage.

I feel like I’m in a hamster wheel of nothingness. I sign up for classes and nothing happens. I’m really thinking about signing up for classes and the just not buying books or even going. I don’t care if I’m almost done. I’m not convinced. It’s worth doing. I should have listened to the people who told me to quit school 2 years ago. But I was too good and too stubborn to listen to them. My mom says I shouldn’t take advice from people off the internet I don’t even know. Like the advice from my relatives I do know was any better.