I was thinking about how I am “no fun”. (evaluated by me)
“Like a party that’s over
Before it’s begun,”
“Goodbye small hands.” Oops wrong song.
And if you caught that you are fun and I want to be your friend. ^-^
You know do something silly in public like play checkers with yourself in the park or something. But I did that alone at home as a child ( its only child thing).
I used to think I was whimsical. But maybe I was being a fool in thinking that.
I guess something really whimsical for me would be doing chores or enjoying math. Or something real pedestrian like listening to synthpop or showtunes.
Or it was more akin to George Costanza doing the opposite? Or I was describing a manic pixie dream girl? Then I listen to “Private Life” and really think and reevaluate my thoughts. (chicken out)
So I thought I’d start with something low effort with the synthpop. I have to say I’m really enjoying it. I’m using it as reward for doing math.
Maybe i don’t have a an unnatural hair color like pink or even a wacky hair cut to go along with it.
I don’t look the creative/whimsical part.
I mean I don’t like to think of myself as an overly structured person. I don’t really stick to a schedule or things like that. I suppose if I did I would be in a much different place in my life.