I watched an old video I had from 1988 and it made me really nostalgic. I think I’ll watch some more tomorrow.

Today it really hit me. I don’t have a job anymore. I mean I was aware of it when I quit and stuff. The strange thing is that I did not exhibit the stages of grief. I think people are supposed to do that?

It was funny because I thought “bad luck October” wasn’t gonna strike me this month/year. Earlier in the month I was reassuring myself that I had a job and stuff and not to get so paranoid this year. Then I get really paranoid about my life.

I had to promise my mom I would not sulk around the apartment listening to Depeche Mode CDs.

Now I gotta rewrite my resume.

I was watching Wedding Peach and I felt really sad.