So I was watching this guys videos. In this one he said to get people to notice you that you have to be yourself.

You should check out his videos if you are interested in punk music.

Not sure if I’m going to make youtube videos. I’m still a bit too shy, but in this blog you get the real me.

They act like they are so *random* and stuff which is fine if you are a 15 year old girl or something. If you are really like this then why do you go around telling people this and bragging about it? I thought you know that was cool and whimsical and stuff. But maybe those people are just trying too hard. I can inadvertently be random. I have a hard time thinking in a linear fashion. It’s just how my mind works. I’m not bragging or anything. What I do makes no sense to most people.

Those haughty hobbyist curmudgeons act like their way is the only way. They are like those art school teachers who only wanted the students to paint portraits and stuff. You know like the art school rebels in France. The wikipedia does a better job of explaining this than I can.

The only place I should not be myself is the deli.

Until my cousin brought up a good point which is apply to another store of that chain in the area if I worked at the worst store than the other stores would be less worse than that one. But I’m still waiting out my time. I heard if you quit and had good attendance habits it’s 3 months. Which means I could try to reapply at the end of the month.

But I still need to work harder on my conditioning and brainwashing I’ve been slacking off on that a bit.

If I do go back to school I got a bad registration date. I think that is because of where my last name falls in the alphabet and that I failed the last class I was in.

I still need to know if I went over the 1000 pictures on Flickr. Why can’t they tell me now?