I’m getting worried too I’ve almost blown through all the companies I wrote down I think I might be able to work for. I still haven’t hit the employment agencies those are sort of a last resort since I see them as a waste of time. They say can’t help me. Why don’t they bother telling me that over the phone? It would save a lot of time.

My mom gets mad because I get really paranoid in October and think something bad is going to happen to me. I’ll just see how this month plays out. It could end with me smelling like roses or a turd.