I went over my performance evaluation. I really read it and it was terrible. When I went over it at work we kinda just glossed over it. According to that I should be fired not that I want to be fired. I’m going to hold onto this job like grim death.

Anyway my mom thinks I’m way too worried about the internet and how I’m perceived on there. That people are going to publicly humiliate you and then put it on the internet. Especially in this climate right now. Tensions are high. You know people tell you to be yourself and all that crap and to not care what people think. What is that supposed to mean anyway? To me it’s a farce it’s a lie. You have to think about it all the time be it your parents, your boss, your friends, or even random people on the internet you don’t even know.